the vicious cycle

Linnea tries to do it on her own.
Linnea falls apart.
Linnea cries out.
Linnea hears God answer.
Linnea is surprised and exhilarated.
Linnea feels stupid for feeling surprised.
Linnea feels stupid for falling apart.
Linnea feels ok about that because God answered.
Linnea is happy.
Linnea becomes creative and excited.
Linnea shares her experience.
Linnea feels good about being open.
Linnea opens up more and vocalizes ideas in public.
Linnea struggles to vocalize her exact perfect thoughts.
Linnea feels embarrassed and stupid that the ideas aren't understood and accepted by everyone.
Linnea realizes that they weren't that great anyway.
Linnea never wants to talk again.
So, Linnea blogs about it.

Hahahaha