Monday, July 12, 2010

Will I Make It?

I don't know.
Three days to drop a class.
I just want to go to the library and read some books, or go the park and paint. I want to sew something. I want to begin going through everything, packing up some, giving away the rest. I want to cook again and sleep through the night without waking up 500 times. I want to sit down at my piano and just play for a couple hours. Just worship with no one but God listening.

I just can't handle studying all day. Either all the classes suffer or I drop one of them. The problem is that I have an A in all of them and I'm 5 weeks in. 4 weeks to go. Is it worth my sanity? 4 weeks is so short in the long run but you didn't just go through the last 5 weeks.

Sigh.

I need to be smarter somehow.

2 comments:

  1. you can do it!!! you are the strongest, smartest person i know!<3

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  2. They say when you are running an ultramarathon, that you should never think about how far you have to go. Only think about how far you've made it. You said "you didn't just go through the last 5 weeks.". True. But you did! Congrats! 5 weeks down, and still all A's! Smokin'! Thats 5 weeks you never have to do again. Unless you drop of course...
    /love

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